Monday, August 17, 2009

hate

when i'm at the bottom of d world's hell
i don't know anything
i don't feel anything
i don't care
because i don't want to

when i'm in the worst situation
i hate everything
i hate people around me
because they don't care
i hate my life
because it makes me miserable
i hate the world
because i'm in it
but the most
i hate myself
because i can't see

i didn't care when i should
i didn't believe when i'm supposed to
i didn't say what and when i should
i didn't do what i preach

so i can't blame others
so who should i blame?
the easiest to blame is others, rite?
i'm not at wrong
i'm right
i'm always right
even though i know i'm wrong
i'll always say i'm right
because ignorance is a bliss.

psstt: entri ini tiada kaitan dgn mood. mood aku ok je hihi.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

light

star night shining bright,
shower me the love tonight,
for whom i love give him the light,
and lead him the way back to my heart.

- yaya


Saturday, August 1, 2009

jelik

sudah lama tidak merasakannya
rasa syukur yang tidak terhitung
aku berbicara tentangnya tak henti2
menjelikkan kalian, aku tahu..

aku paksa diri aku berhenti
aku kasihankan kalian
kulihat kalian berpaling
berpaling muka dan bicara..

masih ada yang tidak kenal erti jelik itu
terima kasih sahabat..

-aku di tapah-